Residual

I said that I wouldn’t do it, but I’m feeling the pressure.

It’s not self-imposed pressure, I’ve reminded myself that the challenge is over. This, I assume, is the habit kicking in.

A year of any regular habit will ingrain some level of compulsion. And I have a bit of time, I’m not feeling the nagging need to get it over with because I need to sleep. I’m doing this by choice.

I didn’t say that I would stop posting — only that I wouldn’t put the pressure on myself to do so.

And when those days inevitably come when time constraints are too much, I can close my eyes in peace without the guilt of breaking form.

Maybe this residual pressure will fade over time. Maybe the frequency of these posts will diminish.

But for now, I still have plenty of words to write and thoughts to share — more than enough to share daily.

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